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Constrict

Leaning against a door frame,
He gently flicked black hair out of his eyes.
His deep purple shirt, one size too tight,
Gripped his small frame,
Exposing his contours.
He clearly noticed I was staring,
Yet he looked away out of respect.
I noticed his averted pupils constrict slightly
And wondered what he was thinking.

It was difficult for me to imagine
That what I was looking at wasn't real.
I don't know why I tried.
What good is fiction if exposed to scrutiny?
Yet he was really there, in a way.
The mirror of reality realizes itself through its own obtuseness.

I put on a white t-shirt and looked down at myself.
My limited perspectives are the only reality of myself that I have:
A camera, a mirror, and a downward angle
Define my physical form.
My hands are the actors in a great play
That spans an entire lifetime.

What I see is real. But I saw him, and he is not.
Or rather, he was, and no longer is.
Do I bend, or does everything else?
I chose everything else.
With that choice, I destroyed reality.

May 23, 2022