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Mountain

Ascending to the precipice of your mind —
The mountain of deepest intentions turned stone —
I kneel before the fig tree at the peak,
Saying a few nothing words before taking a fruit for myself.

Staring across the canopy, I feel your gaze upon me from above.
Tears of acid well up in my eyes — melting my glasses —
Which I catch in a little crystal vial.
Playful streaks of sunlight bounce off the liquified fear.

Slowly, I crawl forward to the cliff and look over,
Folds of my red robe dangling over the edge
As I comprehend the massive drop.

My perception of light changes —
Everything's a little brighter now.
Every infinitesimal fold of the mountain comes into full view from above,
And I trace the ridges with my mind's eye.

Allocating a few minutes to myself,
My hands reach desperately for a pad of paper to write.
Everything, in that one moment, was in perfect clarity;
Laws of the universe mean nothing if there's no one to observe them.

I gently put down the pad and, in an instant, toss myself from the mountain,
A faithful end to a faithless servant.

February 21, 2023